The Little Miss J

The lost soul

2012-01-15T23:37:00.002+08:00

My heart has been spreaded all over the place.
I find it so difficult to piece it back.
Lovely people that come into my life have taken away my heart a least a little piece of it.

This year the CNY is a total disaster.
I bought a few clothes & new year shoes.
BUT color matches and the outcome is a lil wee bit weird truth to say.
To comfort myself,I called it as color blocking.
Can you imagine that,I actually had turquoise blue adding in to my wardrobe collection.

My blog post is getting lesser & lesser.......
What a bad sign.
From 80+ posts in year 2010 decreased to 20+ post in year 2011.
Such a drastic reduction.
Hopefully this year I would be rajin enough to update my blog.
I know I do have few loyal readers.And I don't want to lose them.

3 more days
and I am gonna see him and my families.
The break up actually mended our relationship and we give more space for each other.

From 22 to 23..I started to feel scary.
I used to be beauty conscious.
But I kinda lost the motivation when a)I start to work b)I aged.
Another bad sign too..sigh..
Still remember I was really active writing the Fashionista Love Ep blog posts.
But now...these blog posts updates are nowhere to be seen.
Where is the old Little Miss J?

Enough of writing I guess.
Till the next updates.
I will surely miss here---->blogsphere.

-xoxo-
Little Miss J

QnA : 2012

2012-01-03T21:35:00.008+08:00

It has been awhile since the start of year 2012...

He/She :How do you celebrate your New Year's Eve?
Me : I celebrated the special day in the Church @ FCC.Countdown in the church as well.I think its better than partying outside with the crowd and countdown with random people surrounding.A Thanksgiving Service is meaningful~

He/She :Anything you want to give thanks for the past 2011?
Me : I never thought I would come this far..So much ups and downs and so much tears....A lot of times I strayed away from God but He always found me.Give thanks for 2 of my lovely sisters both become pretty mummies.I have seen God's grace in new born child.God has revealed so much truthfulness of His words through my daily lives.

He/She :New Year Resolution for 2012?
Me : Shame to say that this year I don't have specifically any new year resolution.Perhaps save more $$,be more disciplined,less careless,more positive thinking.....so many personal improvements need to be done.Out of all things still,I wish to get closer to God.

He/She :CNY preparation?
Me : Of course looking forward to the actual day,but the thing is I really have not much mood to buy CNY clothes.All I wanna do is to go back home and spend time with my family and friends.After I grow up and getting older,I found that I look at CNY differently.Again not the usual mindset,whereby everything must be new.New shoes,new clothes,new hair,and even new inner wear.Found these things are really unnecessary.Bonding time instead is what i am looking for the most.

Merry Christmas

2011-12-20T19:31:00.005+08:00

Its another time of the year whereby
we started to think of new year resolutions.
we started to look back what we have achieved for this one whole year.

There is one saying :
Don't ever look back,keep looking forward.
For whichever wishes that you have made for the coming new year,
I wish all your dreams come true.
Dreams and wishes are always beautiful to me.
And I shall believe that dreams and wishes keep us going and moving forward.

My new year resolutions,am not gonna to reveal it here.
I have decided to keep it safely in Jesus's hands.

CountdownING...
Merry Christmas & Happy New Year to all~
Treasure the beautiful moments.
For time will never comes back.

Till then.
xoxo
Little Miss J

His Abundance Blessings

2011-12-11T13:43:00.008+08:00

I have been a Christian since young.I grow up in a Christian family.
Until today,am still one.The Lord that I believe in is someone who is fair and justice,someone who is loving like a Father,
someone who gave everything just to save us,sinners.

In my life journey,I always take everything for granted.
Thinking that everything that I have is deserved.
When others are having things that I don't have,
sometimes I get jealous.
I never take a close look at what I am having,
that others are not having.
Am such a rebellious daughter isn't it?

After I graduated from Uni,my "interesting life" begin.
Coming to live in this city,is a choice of mine.
I knew Lord opened the way for me too.
I came here and settled down safely.
I knew the Lord never leaves me,
even though He knew slowly I have become from a sheep to a goat.Slowly,I am straying away from Him.
Slowly,I have stop hungering for His words.
And I don't know what is His Will in my life.

Today at this moment,
I am at a crossroad.
Not knowing what is my next move.
I do have a career,
but I am not satisfy with it.
I wish to pursue higher quality lifestyle,a higher status,living in a glam world.
My relationship life is in a disaster.
God wants me to make a choice.

I finally sit down,
starting to think carefully.What have I been doing all these while?
Lord must be very disappointing with me.
I couldn't bear to think that its time.
Time to really repent....
Time to come back to Your side.
To become a good daughter of Yours.

Lord,
In time of difficulties...
Guide me.
Hold me.Mould me.And I shall again be a honourable child of Yours.
Keep my head up and with a humble heart.
Lord,am coming back to You again.
Without You,my life would not be complete.
There is no one else for me,none but Jesus.....

Answer

2011-12-04T12:14:00.000+08:00

Turn your eyes on Him, He will strengthen you,
Jesus said, "You're blessed when you feel you've lost what is most dear to you. Only then can you be embraced by the One most dear to you. (Matthew5:4- MSG Bible)

We all need answers.
I think I have found it.

爱与生命

2011-11-13T21:25:00.008+08:00

I am waiting for Breaking Dawn to be screened in Malaysia's cinema.

Its on the 24th November 2011.

Am not really a big fans of Twilight.How I got hook on?

Initially,I watched the first movie,then second,third and

here comes the fourth one.

I just can't help myself but to follow through the story.

I didn't read nor watch the trailer.

I am just looking forward to the movie.

A song in Breaking Dawn

which I would listen over and over again.

如果你的人生只有3-4个月或是六个月那么长，

你会怎么做？

如果换做现在是我，

我会怎么做？

我终于看完了这部韩剧：女人的香气

眼泪跟着剧情流啊流

让我更感到生命的短暂

时间永远流逝的太快了

我的心也希望故事里的女主角一样

那么美

里面的爱情故事

也好美好美~

看人生也可以是从另一个角度去看

努力地奋斗下去

珍惜每一个时刻，人，事，物

相信这部戏也可以帮助许多的癌症患者

看到生命的希望

用积极的态度去面对人生

奇迹是自己去创造的

我更加知道

一颗温暖的心

可以令世界不一样

可以令你身边的人幸福

我纵然此刻前途迷茫

始终都没那位女主角来的惨

我不应该再继续的埋怨了

生活不管如何还是要过下去

不要后悔自己所走的每一步路

这样生命才会完整~

心里最挂念的还是他。。

好想他。我爱你~

做功课

2011-11-08T23:03:00.004+08:00

年初一很快就要到了

又是我做功课的时间

深怕买错款

就时尚不了了

所以呢..

马来西亚版的Mina check!

Vivi check!

Harper's Bazaar check!

瑞丽 check!

必读

或者你也可以参考

Citta Bella

Nu You

Female

Cleo

Seventeen

New Tide

女人我最大马来西亚版

With

Ray

etc etc.....

好多好多~

最后

谁不想变成

漂亮美眉

加油哦

爱。美丽。女人。时尚。甜美。帅气。气质

实力，梦想，漫长的路

2011-11-05T13:09:00.005+08:00

今天是阴天，阴阴的星期六。

期待这三天的假期很久了。

可是心里怎么都乐不起来。

好懒好懒，

我只想睡觉，然后忘记一切的烦恼。

就在昨天，

在职场上见识到“黑暗”的一面。

我这单纯的心灵

受到了算蛮大的打击。

那个女人越界，管到别人的头上

连我也被牵扯进去

被她问到无语轮次

不知背后是什么居心，

难不成想报仇？

那个女人外表靓丽

可是嘴巴却是毒的不得了

要风得风，要雨得雨

她想要什么，你就要做的到给她

她只对对她有益处的人笑脸。

你说现实不？狠毒不？

顿时觉得自己是不是应该心机一点

才能在这个公司存活

可是不管怎么想，

这不符合圣经的教导

我是公司里唯一一个基督徒

再不做光做盐，恐怕神会彻底对我失望

我不配做祂的儿女

我不明白自己到今天

为什么还没放下

所以才来这里写一写

告诉自己

写完也就放下了

我真的很谦卑在这间公司开始我毕业后的第一份工作

可是没想到公司里的黑暗，让我的志气受挫了一大截

很不明白，甚至觉得很不公平为什么可以就靠巴结人来得到肯定

我不会巴结人

我只会老实的做工

实现梦想。。

这条路真的很漫长

愿神保守我，

更加的坚强，不掉入魔鬼撒旦的网罗

记得一个信念：成功是出自于神，不能单凭自己的实力。

很长的一篇。

其实我保留了很多都没写完，

写到这我真的该放下了。

Inspirational visual : Trendsetter

2011-11-02T00:11:00.006+08:00

Sometimes you don't need to be named as Kate Moss,

you would be able to rock your outfits too.

Provided that you have a sharp sense towards what's in trend at the moment.

Me,

inspired by ordinary people most of the time.

Vintage,me love.

Share with you all some photos I found inspiring to me.

photo sources :unknown

I love maxi dress and now here comes the maxi skirt.

Coral orange colour is a must.

It carries out your personality easily and brightens up your skin tone.

V-i-n-t-a-ge

Fashion is a cycle.

Now we are going back to retro style.

Elements :High waist skirt,polka dots,lacey socks,wooden wedges,maxi dresses with denim

Clean,sleek boyish short hair can go girlie and elegant too.

I have few gfs who dont dare to wear dress after cutting their hair short similar to this length.

C'mon,look at her...

Her feminity is 100%

She is definitely a muse.

I love her whole outfit.That is very me..minus the short hair part.

Cause I am going to keep shoulder length from now on.

I love navy blue high waist skirt & her red pumps too.

Am recently very into red.

Last but not least,

I pierced my ears today.

Hope the wounds would recover smoothly.

I can't wait to try on all those cute earrings.

p/s : I have just started my new year shopping.

Don't start it too late.

Last minute shopping always makes you ended up with having more regretted items in your wardrobe.

Sharpen your senses before you spend.

There goes my good girl.

Till then.

Hope you like my post ^^

我不是千金小姐

2011-10-30T23:12:00.006+08:00

不好意思，这是我的素颜照

我不是千金女孩，更不是拜金女孩

可是就是有那么几天

想把自己打扮一番

或是买一些小物来过一过购物瘾

最近入手的是一个简单的镶钻长项链，一个怀旧复古风的戒子

不要误会我这么阔气有小钱买金或钻

当然不是真的金或钻。。都说了是小物。。哈哈

这些小物真的是很精致，才让我忍不住下手了。

还有我收藏发箍

那个深蓝色编带发箍也是和小物一起入手的。

重点是价格不贵

开心^^v

他也是我的心头爱

有钱都买不到的爱

爱如此奇妙的一个字

当中的酸甜苦辣

让我们长大了

所以我说

小幸福

胜过一个拜金生活

千金小姐这个名词

始终和我搭不到

我还是做好张家大小姐好了

不是拜金的大小姐

而是朴实的大小姐

Busy like a beee-eee

2011-10-22T22:31:00.017+08:00

Hi peeps,

its just takes me ages to come back to this blogsphere

and now I always update my facebook more than this blog.

Maybe facebook can come out with this thing called blogbook.

I think it sounds nice tho~

I am just lazy to update.

Nowadays life is just busy with our own work.

The moment u close ur eyes sleeping,u r thinking about work.

The moment u open ur eyes waking up,u r dealing with your work.

The so called working life.

I want to have some private time to develop my own skills.

As in coding for my own blog new skin.

I really desire to buy private time from my company.

Its Impossible,isn't it?

More & more people around me are getting married.

How about me?

I wish i have more time to think about it.

The biggest hindrance to me is still WORK.

Lord,bless me with more wisdom please.

Lazy bug stop bugging me please.

Will surely come back for more updates if possible.

Till then.

Runway perhaps

2011-09-15T23:49:00.008+08:00

First time listening to indie and I fall in love with it

Discovered this song on Fly FM while I was driving

and rhythm reminds of me some Runway shows

If I am a designer now

I would definitely choose this song as one of my runway songs

Foster the People is an American indie pop band formed in year 2009.

Members of the band are Mark Foster, Mark Pontius ,and Cubbie Fink.

2011-09-15T21:29:00.003+08:00

海枯石爛 by Olivia Ong

這幾天你在那個城市天氣一定晴朗

因為你就是個太陽

有空想念我的話就上線來說晚安

讓夢裡星光燦爛

別再擔心我什麼了別把我寵壞

只要你平安回來就夠浪漫

這幾天沒有你在當然有些平淡孤單

但我感謝這孤單

讓我更加確定你是我缺少的那一半

完整我的那一半

不怕明天的世界會變成怎樣

每天看見你笑臉我就心安

不管外面的世界想變成怎樣

我們還有我們的小小天堂

我有你放在心上生命就有了重量

風來也不會飄盪

一起看海枯石爛一起等地老天荒

慢慢愛不慌不忙

我有你守在身旁眼睛就可以勇敢

看歲月怎麼漫長

就算真海枯石爛就算已地老天荒

還相愛就沒遺憾(不遺憾)

很美的歌词对吧？

这是我现在一直在听的歌

而且重点是百听不厌

很能代表我心情的一首歌

没听过的朋友

一定要听听看~

没想到Olivia唱华语歌这么好听

我在工作的时候，这首歌让我感到平静

~感动呐~

2011-08-30T10:54:00.008+08:00

我想我人生中最喜欢做的事就是~分享~

偷偷告诉你，我最厉害的就是挖掘部落格

这么久都没更新部落格的我

其实还是很活跃在部落格网络中

当我找到很不错的部落格时

我就会很开心的把它bookmark 起来,深怕它会不见了似的

今天要跟大家分享的的呢，就莫属这个部落格了

Asian Models

摘之Asian Models

其实我们不需要消费太多钱在时尚杂志上

况且这个部落格的update都是最新的

想要更认识现在时尚圈里的top名模

相信你常上这个部落格，你就会知道了

blindfold

2011-08-09T23:21:00.002+08:00

There are so many truths that I have heard tonight..

After all..I wish I could evaporate into the air....as if I never exist before

There's lot of pressure in front of me

I wonder if I could get through

I really feel hurt...I am being hurt badly....

My heart is bleeding

I know I will never be able to replace that girl...... whoever she is....

Because there is no reason for me to exist...

If time could rewind,I wish I am blind...

and then I couldn't see the love in front of me at that moment...

Would things be different now?

I dislike the surname L-x-K-x

I dislike myself.

冷漠

2011-07-25T23:20:00.001+08:00

我只能用这两个字来形容现在的情况

我感觉不到那温暖的心

突然好怕

为什么我就这么没有用。。

回头·

2011-07-08T00:39:00.003+08:00

题目写着回头，

现实的世界不允许我回头看，

因为一回头，

心里总是充满了百般的不舍

总是怀念许多的人，事，物

当你自己身在其中的时候

你根本就觉得那是理所当然的

一直到。。。失去了以后。不管你怎么追。。

都回不来

好想念在他怀抱里的感觉

感觉他的体温

听着他的心跳

然后他轻轻的吻在我的额头

在他的怀抱里

我是他的女人

也是他宠爱的宝贝

远距离

让我们的爱情站在悬崖

一不小心就会跌得粉身碎骨

如今我渐渐的忘了

或许他也渐渐的忘了

我们彼此留下的味道

可是我不想放弃

我拼了命在悬崖拉着爱情

我们的意见坚持不下的时候

就是给机会让爱情掉下悬崖

我觉得当我再看到他的时候

眼泪会不停的掉

仿佛思念已化成了眼泪

这条路很漫长

当我们踏上这条路的时候

就没有的回头了

前面是一片的雾

一片迷茫

我希望在雾的尽头

是他在等着我

beauty/fashionholic

2011-05-25T21:09:00.004+08:00

Today I told my neighbour in the office that I want to join beauty pageant.

She said I am still young so i have a lot of chance.

So tomorrow,

my beauty regime start!

keeping fit not only boost up one's confidence

its also a healthy move.

I wanna lost weight,I want to have my beautiful skin back.

Huh.lotsa wanna..going on and on.

So what is the reward when I achieved my goal?

I am gonna take a set of my profile and go for casting.

BIG challenge huh?

Wish me luck then.*wink wink*

cross fingers that i dont give up throughout the way.

Stop and stare

2011-05-17T19:22:00.003+08:00

I stopped blogging.Maybe u would be wondering..
Too bad it has not come to this stage whereby I wanted to shut down my blog.
Blogging has once become a habit of mine and its so hard to get rid of it once you picked it up.
It could be addictive but not as addictive as drug,just sometimes.
Its a platform for me to share what i see and what is in my mind.
Bear with me readers, for always playing MIA.
I sincerely apologize about this.
Have been waiting for a good camera so that i can start blogging properly.
But I dont know when can I get it.
Tell u what I wanna be a celebrity blogger and get invited to events.Becoming a celebrity blogger does need a good camera.

Option 1 : Olympus Pen

Option 2 : Lumix GF2

I love attending events and dolling up myself.Typical girl right?

People come and go in my life.
Since Uni until now,I met hundreds or it could be thousand of new people.
Some leave you with good impression and some bad ones.Most of the time,we chose the lovely ones.
Well,we just can't avoid this situation as God places these people in the midst of us in order to teach us the greatest homework and that is LOVE.Your neighbour.

In Late Night Alumni fever.
Fashion fever has never gone away from me,fret not its high fever all the time.
I like and dislike September.Age has becoming more sensitive.
But I determined as I am aging,I want to become prettier and more mature,having more wisdom.I prefer wisdom rather than knowledge.Cause God's word is the source of wisdom.Nothing beats wisdom.

Love is a chemical substance that no one can ever solved.
The chemical reaction can be so strong that men and women could be drowned in it,spinned around..
Its either pain or too sweet....
Love it or hate it...it surrounds us.

Another randomness of her

2011-05-01T22:36:00.005+08:00

Tutu Skirt

~My current loves~

Ganbateh for my diet plan~

I can look better in it.

blek XD

Till then.

Short update from me

似乎

2011-04-14T21:48:00.004+08:00

似乎已经累到麻木了。。

似乎已经不知道自己的目标在哪儿了。。

似乎每天只有麻目的过生活。。

似乎。。。

已经很久没有静下来好好的思考

已经没有和久违的朋友好好的谈谈天

今晚在这里吐心事。

只想有人静静的听

我·心里·的·那一把声音

很想念大学生活。。

但我知道我回不去了。。

唯有尽力的去体会现在的生活。

从中找寻乐趣。。

人生真·的不只是只有吃，喝，玩，乐

人生也不真·的只有酸甜苦辣。。

人生是超过这些形容词所能形容的。。

人生。。一语·道不·尽。。

Long Time No See

2011-03-30T21:18:00.005+08:00

This is the place whereby I found the joy to relieve my tired soul.

Been to two different Methodist churches last weekend.

Indeed I am glad that in this big city

I still have nice places to worship Him

Our Father Almighty

Without Your guidance

I would not have come to this far

Looking back the journey behind me

I knew You were there

to guide me all the time

I fell down

You raise me up again

For You loved me so much

Teach me how to live a life

that can glorify Your name.

Met up with my lovely sister,Fenice.

Knowing that she and her husband have another new plan,

I am surprised at the same time happy for the two of you.

But deep inside my heart,

I still feel "bu she de"

because it means we cant meet up that often.

But anyway,

You will always be kept in my prayer.

Lastly,

I had made a visit to Kajang and taste the famous Kajang Satay.

Took this pic in front of the Kajang satay shop.

Miss me or not?

For missing in blogsphere for such a long time.

Please tell me you do.

And I will miss you back.

Till then.

Miss me not?

2011-03-10T22:42:00.004+08:00

Back to the blogsphere,

I would say i missed writing here a lot.

My passion towards fashion seem to die off.

I need to update myself again soon.

Reviving soon.

How's life has been treating you all so far?

For me,there are surprises and challenges everyday.

Laughters N tears.

Basically I also made myself living in the company already.

Coming up I am really looking forward to the beach trip.

No bikinis.But i hope i can post some nice sunset photos.

So stay tune.

I know my readers number could be 0...

Will try to be rajin a little bit in keeping my blog alive.

Till then.

Just to let you know that Little Miss J is fine here.

久违了

2011-02-22T23:38:00.002+08:00

好久没有上来写写字了。

文笔有那么一些些的羞涩了。。

近来的我，

生活就给了工作。

周末就是教会。

很想念做学生的生活老实说。

人在异乡，

心里除了挂念家人，他也占据了一部分。

好想念他，虽然偶尔我们会有吵架的时候，

但是我们还是一直在学习进步中。

现在两个人都在工作了，

未来的计划或许可以慢慢的实现。

求神带领。

身在这个大城市中

真的好希望可以体验到他一丝丝温暖的拥抱。

真的好希望这个城市可以多一点基督徒。

真的好希望神带领我在这个城市中平安的生存。

希望随着时间的流逝，

我可以学会比以前更加独立，更成熟。

最后

希望我还有时间回来写写字吧....

祝我自己一切顺利哦~

下次见~

Its Bunny Year

2011-02-12T08:15:00.006+08:00

First of all

Wishing everyone Happy Chinese New Year.

Chap Goh Mei hasn't arrive so i guess the wishes is not too late yet.

I had nothing much to write.

Basically,its true what the adults have told us.

The older you are,the lesser is the anticipation feeling towards new year.

So it happened to me this time.

I didn't go out visiting as often as last time.

Also,

here I am in the big city.

Struggling to live a life alone.

Struggling to find an accommodation that suits me

which I could make it my third home.

Dream vs. Reality

Always, starting up is the most difficult part.

Cause I am stepping out from my comfort zone.

Am still figuring out how to survive.

I need survival kits/skills.

By the way,

I have got a job.

It has always been my passion to work in fashion retail industry.

I don't know how the journey ahead of me lies.

I will just go step by step.

Met Huai Bin at a wedding.

A Malaysian celebrity blogger.

It was nice meeting him.

I stole the photo from his blog.

(Huai Bin:Hope you won't mind)

Attended the wedding dinner on that night.

Two beauties.

Personally love this photo a lot.

I only took two sips of the red wine.

Not a big fan of alcohol.

Last but not least,

Family Portrait in Bunny Year

Loves

p/s:will try to update as often as I can.Working life can be boring though.

该怎么走？

2011-01-20T19:34:00.004+08:00

原本以为我就是那幸运的一位。原本以为是神安排给我的机会。。
我原本要离开家乡做工的。
但。。。。可悲的是。。。
那间公司出尔反尔，把原本说好的工钱，改了。。
（不是加工钱，而是减工钱）。。。
我接到电话的时候，我愣住了。。。
是天下没有白吃的午餐。。。我领悟到了
那一天直到接下来的每一天
我的眼泪没有停止流过
甚至我在打这一篇博文的时候
眼眶还是不禁的红了。

我的第一份工作，
碰到了一位脾气超极坏的老板
心里就觉得为什么这么不幸运
我不能怨谁
因为那一份的工钱真的很高
我咬紧牙根，告诉自己要撑过去
可是最终我还是辞职了
原因是我得到上述所说的那一份工作
一份我原以为会是一个很好的开始工作

我好伤心。好伤心。。
毕业以前我有好多的梦想
将来我要进国际公司工作
将来我要找一份我喜欢的工作
将来我要有一番成就
将来我要赚大钱
还有许多的梦想
但是随着时间慢慢的流逝
现实和梦想永远是两回事
化不上等号
直到现在
我迷失了。
我甚至不知道自己要的是什么

可是心里还是有一个角落

不想向现实屈服

我知道我很固执。对吧。。。

现在的我

不知道该做任何的抉择

我不知道

留在家乡、美里、还是吉隆坡。。。。

我不知道

越来越模糊了。。。

那无助的感受一直吞噬我的心

我很羡慕

可以出去到国外

不管是留学还是工作

或是常常都有机会去旅行的人

或是家庭富裕，想筹备梦想的婚礼都没有问题。。

我就是这么不知足。。

这么的不会满足。。

或许我需要时间来沉下心来

重新认识我自己

或许我就这样放弃。。

算了

或许这是神对我的惩罚

Its classic!

2011-01-19T08:50:00.001+08:00

To me:

Classic = Grey + Black

Very dull color huh?

But i think it suits the theme of the weather.

Its a Cloudy day~

Also

My first try

posting my outfit of the day in this way

Its not easy tho

cause i don't have a photographer

Everything has to be done by myself.

From the setting and adjustment of posture.

It takes up a lot of patience.

Besides I don't have a good camera.

I need a DSLR!!!

Anyone can sponsor me one?

Enjoy reading~

Yours Truly~

Cat Woman

2011-01-18T19:45:00.003+08:00

According to him,

I am his cat woman.

He said that I look like cat at times.

Do I?

I guess I am lucky enough to be the special one.

In his eyes.

Big city is where the dream lies~

2011-01-10T19:37:00.002+08:00

On the 6th and 7th

Here I am

Obvious

City

I am having fun posting photos.

Sorry about the photo quality.

I am just poor enough to be able to own a GF1

But I am pretty sure those pics are still viewable.

Don't laugh at me.

It was my first time seeing KLCC from such a near distance.

And with the lightings

KLCC nightview was seriously splendid!!

Next stop,Full House!!!

Thanks to Alex for bringing me there for dinner.

Foods were superb and so with the environment.

I forgot the names for all the dishes.

This one is the combination of sashimi and salad.

Recommended by Alex cause he is a local.

My Oglio something something spaghetti.

Rich creamy.

Thumbs up.

But the portion is too huge until I couldn't finish it.

Alex's lamb chop if I have not mistaken.

Or grilled chicken?

I forgot to take down the name.Regrets~

Laura ordered mushroom spaghetti.

I have forgotten the full name as well.

Managed to stop by the latest shopping mall in Bukit Bintang

Fahrenheit 88

Starting from March I will be coming to here everyday.

*hint hint*

Lastly,

my final destination for going to KL.

I had attended an interview session here.

Even if I dont get the job,

I feel that it was worth the trip

cause at least I visited here before and

knowing the story behind the brand.

A year of change for me.

That is all I could say.

2010-2011 de 日子

2011-01-02T14:05:00.016+08:00

好久好久没上来更新了

不代表我忘记了

这个部落格

从2010年来到2011 年

有许多的展望

有许多的计划

要去完成

跨年

我在戏院中渡过

回到酒店的房间

我一个人睡在一张大双人床上

好希望此时此刻他在我旁边陪着我

踏入社会工作

好多东西都要靠自己去摸

工作第一个星期

体重掉了一公斤

因为我面对一位

人人说脾气坏的上司

可是他心肠很好

我告诉自己就当做是一个磨练

我不能屈服

因为我们不能一步登天

有付出才有收获

艰难的环境更能塑造

一个坚强的人

不舍

2010-12-26T23:39:00.002+08:00

这三天。我们很甜。

不舍的是明天他要回家了，而我的假期也结束了。

心里百般的不舍。。

总有一天我们可以永远不分离~

Its a COMPETITIVE world =(

2010-12-07T19:42:00.010+08:00

When I was still a student in Uni

I always heard lecturer they all mentioned how competitive

is the job market.

And I was so naive at that time

thinking it would not be a problem for me to find a job

or the job that I want.

Actually,for my major M&M (not that M&M sweets)

its easy to find a job.The jobs are available everywhere.

BUT

there is always a big BUT.

Yes,jobs are everywhere but are those that you really want?

I, myself truly experienced the truth of the lecturers' words today.

Why do I say so?

Cause I started job hunting!!

Trying my luck.

However.............................

Look at the pictures below and you will know what

I am trying to say here.

In case you cant see clearly....121 applications.

Okay clearly it means I have to compete with 120 people.

Quite a huge number already.

can see it or not?

(refer to the area where yellow arrow pointed to)

Its 301 applications!!

Next....

Its 340 applications!!!

The number is getting larger.

I can't believe that I am one of the 340!!

The chances of getting employed is really small lo!

1 / 340 = 0.00294117647

Scary scary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't even dare to dream of choosing to apply for my favorite jobs.

Apparently,my favorite is also other people's favorite.

So does that mean I should not be picky in applying for jobs anymore?

Hmm....

The job hunting is still a long journey to go.

So I gotta be strong~

I can't stay mushrooming at home anymore.

Next week,results will be released and...*cross fingers*

Its a transition moment for me.

I am stressed for mushrooming at home.

Having my mum to pay for my stuffs is really not ideal.

Till then~

I want to be financially independent!!

Hair Issue

2010-12-06T20:45:00.003+08:00

Its my latest look ^^

Girls usually cry over their long hair being"chop" off.

But I just don't cry.

I don't need much courage to cut my hair.

I just don't know why.

Am I not a girl?

I think it has something to do with my height.

I am not a tall girl so I can't keep my hair long.

Illusion wise,they say long hair will make you look shorter.

So that is the MAIN reason I chop off.

And this time I try thicker bangs.

Nice or not.yes?no?

Tips of getting a nice hair cut:

You must get yourself a good hair stylist.Preferably a guy.Ask me why we should choose male hairstylist over girl hairstylist?Very easy.Male has better fashion taste.No sexual discrimination here,maybe its just my experience that caused me to come up with this conclusion.
Get yourself involve with a good communication with him/her.Before hair cutting process really started, make sure the hair stylist knows what do u want or even better if you could show him/her a picture of the hairstyle that you wish to have.Don't rush to end the conversation.Make sure the hairstylist know what your hair textures is,e.g. easy to manage or not,natural curl or very fine hair.
Stick to one hair stylist.Loyalty!It would be better if you just stick to one hairstylist on the basis that you are satisfied with him/her hair cut services most of the time.I am a real life example here.I really trust my hair stylist a lot and I do know that he keep updating himself in terms of the latest trend in hairstyles from time to time.

Hope my tips are useful for you.

That's my update for today.

Till then.

Fashionista Love-Ep10

2010-12-05T19:52:00.003+08:00

Introducing some of my admired fashionistas in their super nice outfit:

Ayuki

Louisa Lin

Yuki Lo

Feel free to scroll over their name for their website.

This is one of the way I keep myself up with the latest trend

besides reading fashion mags.

Tell you a small secret:

I wish to work in an international fashion apparel company one day

Hello December!

2010-12-02T10:29:00.010+08:00

Isn't it fast?Its the LAST month of December.

This is the third day I reached home (from Miri to Sibu).

Spending first two days unpacking my stuffs.

There are still remaining few boxes which are left untouched yet.Well,basically I moved my whole room back.Capacity of my current house of course is not enough.

Wardrobe is totally full now. My mum warned me not to buy any clothes again.

That means no more new year clothes :( and since I am bankrupt so I am okay with that.

Back home:

Diet mode is on. Home cook is nice and it won't make u fat.I have less appetite to eat as well.

Apparently,I don't have the super high rate metabolism rate.

Those two weeks of having supper and McDonaldS,had made me gained quite a few kgs.

You should notice it from the pictures below.

My boy has been complaining that its really not healthy for me to gain weight especially at this height last night.

Met up with girlfriends before going back.

She is my ex housemate and travelmate.

Gonna miss her.

One of my fav outfit.

Last day staying at cousin place.

The secret of bigger eyes *loves*

For now,

in the process of job searching.

I hope I pass my last few units.

Wish me tonnes of luck.

*winks*

Till then.

给阿爸天父的信

2010-11-24T14:29:00.003+08:00

天父，

我觉得好软弱

面对前面未知的路

我只能说我好怕好怕，可是同时又充满期待。。

我心中有我自己的计划，可是我不知道那是天父你应允的吗？

走到人生的交叉路口，

我停下了脚步。。

回头看看，再看一看前面的路。

我该如何做决定？

我悖逆的时候，

天父你是否还聆听我无声的叹息？

待会儿，我要考我大学生涯中最后一个考试。。

说实话我没有很大的信心。

主啊。。

求你加添我力量。

让我能凭着你加添给我的力量来面对种种的困难和挑战。

带领我做每一个的决定。

这一次的考试，我不知道自己的把握有多少。

一切只能交托给天父你自己。

交托，信靠，顺服，等候- 我通过考验的功课。

这样祷告是奉主名求的，阿们。

Nov Notification

2010-11-20T10:24:00.003+08:00

基于考试的原因，暂时未有时间来写部落格。考试后又要急着搬家。我要回我的家乡了。希望可以快点回来写写字。暂时就祝我一切顺利吧~

Due to exam reason,I will not be able to update my blog and I will be busy clearing up to move back to my hometown.Will try to update my blog as soon as I have time and Internet connection in my hometown.

Miss ya~

XOXO

Little Miss J

心语

2010-11-08T10:35:00.005+08:00

前几天心情低落

爱哭鬼又发作了

只因为她失败了

她考不好

心里的不安与焦躁

不知道该如何发泄

好怕好怕在最后的关头

出差错

压力到了极点

接下来还有两科考试

我几乎每天都在他面前掉眼泪

每天在他面前吐苦水

我知道他很担心

谢谢他越来越体谅，疼爱我

他也有他工作上的压力

他一直说明年是转变的一年

我们要做好多的决定

一切都不容易

去留我们都没有方向

我知道凭我自己

我不能做什么

唯有神

祂能帮助我

祂是我的避难所

曾经我远离了祂

可是我知道祂不曾离弃我

或许那个分数

是神用来提醒我

不要自大

不要懒惰

操练我对祂的信心

要谦卑

要时时思念祂天上的国，祂的话语

为我代祷：

考试期间不要暴饮暴食

有足够的休息

有聪明智慧来温书

神能为我和他安排我们前面的道路

学习顺服

每天亲近神- 祷告，读经

你呢？有代祷事项吗？

可以留言哦。。

若你不介意

我们可以成为彼此的祷伴。。

我们一起成长

through tears and joy

No-vem-ber 十。一。

2010-11-04T14:37:00.010+08:00

玉照。玉照

"豹紋真的非常流行！這支MAYBELLINE睫毛膏又是Hello Kitty結合豹紋的設計，兼具可愛與狂野感不是嗎？這支睫毛膏刷是梳子型，可以刷出
根根分明的濃密效果，而且相對持久不暈染哦！"
Quote from：Kevin 老师》女人我最大

最后三支被我和女友败走了~
暗爽中+失心疯
不知道Watson会继续补货吗（因为是限量版！！）

它标榜：

深入根部、眼部、眼尾，睫毛根根分明，不結塊!!

‧超防水，100%抗暈染

‧瞬間5Ｘ濃密
‧
持久18小時!!

75 °U型捲翹弧

以下是链接：

小不少爷
林小茶

（可以看看她们的试用心得）

就到此吧~

Limelight

2010-11-02T12:38:00.002+08:00

The day will come, just that it takes time.

We shall wait and see.

New Blood in the Wardrobe

2010-10-31T20:25:00.016+08:00

Bought few pieces of clothes yesterday.

Super cheap.10 bucks.

Peach sheer button blouse.

I love the black lacey details in front.

Floral tube dress

10 bucks as well.

The cloth itself is a good material.

Needless to say my most fav among all.

Its my first one.

Yay!

Not the usual 501.

Its Modern Original Collection.

It was launched last year or early this year.I am not sure.

Thank you,my man.

My most fav pic.

Am quite satisfied with the photo technique.*Pat self*

Counting down> 1 month and 2 days to go.

Gotta work harder on my diet.

One blogger left a comment to me:

Well...there ain't ugly girl. Only lazy one...

One word I would say that is:

T-R-U-E

So am gonna be a hardworking girl !!

Till then.

Fashionista Love-Ep9

2010-10-30T00:16:00.006+08:00

猜猜看

这是什么？

是不是很丑？

这就是现在尤其是走日系风的美眉们人手一个

超夯的海绵宝宝

要如何使用呢？

我在网络上就找到这个教学影片

很容易学哦。。

以下就是我的成果

我的头发还稍嫌短

所以会有一点的须须

但给长头发的就再也适合不过了

哦对了。。海绵宝宝还有分size 的

我的应该是小到中的。。

若美眉的头发很多

那应该考虑买大一点的

这个甜甜圈包包头很sweet 吧。。^ ^v

Flip over the page

2010-10-29T15:02:00.004+08:00

3:02pm.

Start at 3:20pm.Friday.29.10.10.

A life that is so routine.so me.so beautiful.

I am all contended.

Not letting the time to control me again.

Preparing myself for something extravagant.

Its gotta be a challenging one.

But I am fine with it.

I love to write but I don't know how to write.Ironic.

I am blessed.Cause we are meant to be together.

Thank you.

The girls' dream

2010-10-26T16:40:00.005+08:00

Today I had a great chat with a girlfriend of mine.

Its related with our career pathway.

I just accidentally bumped into her in the lab this afternoon.

We both are final semester students.

Just found out that we are in the same condition.

We both shared similar/same dreams.

Facing same problems.

Well,I hope the sentence would not just stop here.

I hope we both could be able to turn our dreams into reality in days to come or even years.

Its not impossible as I told myself.

I would try when there is a chance.

I know the reality would beat me down easily.

But I know I have to stand up strong.

Right now,all I can do is submit to God.submit submit submit.

*cross fingers* for everything.

Fashionista Love-Ep8

2010-10-24T11:12:00.014+08:00

Hello Readers,
Sorry about the lack of updates.
I am doing good here.

This time I wanna show you the hairstyle that I really like.
During the hair show last month,I got the chance to try on this hairstyle.
It is called as “梨花头” in mandarin.
In English,i think it is being called as Pear Head.
And you actually can see the hairstyle on the Japanese mag featured by Rinka and Miliyah.
Here are some of the examples:
Source: internet

Slightly curl at the bottom part of the hair.

She is one of my fav blogger from China,Ayuki

Feel free to check out Fashionista Reads link at the side bar.

Those are the sources where I would read to get inspired.

Hope you enjoy my short post.

Till then.

My Outfit

2010-10-17T16:02:00.008+08:00

That was my outfit on the night before

going out to attend a dinner.

Ruffles sheer top + black short pants

Black pants is a good match for every kinds of tops.

I love it.

The back part

I am not a super model.

These figures:

5'10

33-24-35

its impossible for them to appear in my life.

But I still love to be pretty~

Don't stop me from doing that.

I think I am officially on for the show in the coming Dec.

A little yay for myself.

Gonna work harder.

Till then.

The little Miss J in Oct

2010-10-16T08:00:00.001+08:00

Its all my vain pictures.

Just to show you how I have been doing.

First time editing my photo in a different format.

Not the perfect pic i think.

But me likey~*wink wink*

That was my outfit for the day.

I would say I am a lil OL.

I was serving in the church that night.

White Ruffles Blouse+ Pencil skirt.

Personally love the combination.

So the photo will do the talking.

I have very chubby and round face.

This is the aftermath of gaining 3kg weight.

This photo is a reminder for me to work harder.

Till then.

Found out that I have been blogging quite frequently ya.

Derek Redmond

2010-10-14T17:37:00.005+08:00

Today,during the lecture I cried.

I would always remember this unique lecture class.

What happened actually??

The lecturer showed us a vid.

Its about this person-Derek Redmond.

Well,watch the vid.

I saw determination, perseverance,and strong motivation spirit in him.

It had not been easy for him to come to this stage.

But he didn't give up just like that.

He completed the race even though he was not a champion.

In the end,he won all the respects and honours from the audience.

The story happened in year 1992.

After 8 years the story is still inspiring to a lot of people,including me.

The lecturer told us not to give up easily.

Somehow along the way,we may be experiencing the lowest bottom level in our life.

We may have lost the faith in ourselves.

Because of failure,we are not being able to stand up anymore.

Some people just quit.

He was trying to say that Derek Redmond could stand up again and finished the race,why couldn't you?

Also,God wouldn't let you go through it alone.

He will be there to hold you,strengthen you,cherish you and guide you.

Just like Derek Redmond's father did.

God is our Almighty Father in Heaven.

It really heals my heart.

I think God sent His message through the lecturer and the inspiring vid.

The promising message encourage me to move forward.

I would try my best.Fall down,stand up again.

Thank you Lord,Derek Redmond,and my dear lecturer.

如果你也听说

2010-10-13T15:46:00.002+08:00

是否我该放下我的倔强

就乖乖的做一个傀儡

乖乖的回到上帝的怀抱里

把一切都交托

不要想太多

一步一步来

能过一天就是一天

能睡，能喝，能吃。。。

就满足了

不要要求太多

因为只会让人更不了解你。

把我的心思藏的越深越好

不要让它被找到

这样或许是最好的选择

无言的傻瓜

2010-10-12T22:17:00.004+08:00

不想说话

因为我迷失了

每一天我只想睡

因为闭上眼睛

我可以忘记一切

忘记伤心的。不快乐的。

好想很快乐很快乐的过完一天

可是事与愿违

好讨厌这样的我

好讨厌这样的生活

梦想被现实摧毁了

我还有能力去梦吗？

或许没有了。。

我想随波主流

我失去了自己的主见

日子一天一天过。。

就让时间流走吧

谁能带我走。。。带走我。。。

流眼泪的傻瓜

2010-10-11T11:03:00.003+08:00

我好讨厌哭泣的感觉。

每一次我都让眼泪在我脸颊上干了，

然后又再哭泣。

哭泣是因为那一颗心揪住了，那一颗心受伤了。

好累。好累。真的好累。

我承认我是爱情里的小孩子

渴望你多一点的宠爱和体谅

好希望我是你的公主和全部

我很自私对吗？

我错了对吗？

现在我脑袋里一片空白

我只想躲在我的被窝里，闭上眼睛。。。

我提不起我祷告的手

我是爱情里的傻瓜。

Health is wealth

2010-10-10T21:50:00.002+08:00

I need to declare a healthy diet plan for myself seriously.

I am not decreasing my weight but too maintain its condition.

The reason is because I feel my body getting older as age increased.

Maybe you would say its still early,as I am only 21.

But then I think why not start early.It seems that there are more advantages by starting early.

First thing first,I need to get rid of my habit of not eating balanced 3 meals.

My breakfast,lunch,and dinner are not taken at the correct timing.

The most important thing is that I like to eat sweet stuff.

Dessert,Chocolate,Ice cream,anything sweet and salty,you name it.

Also cheesy stuff like cakes and pastries never can escape my mouth.

So avoid that.

Therefore tomorrow will be a good start.

Wish me luck.

Remind me to sleep early as well & last but not least drink more water!

And the story goes on....

2010-10-09T16:42:00.013+08:00

Greetings everyone!

It's October.

A happy month for October Babies right?

So here's happy birthday to all the October babies.

As I mentioned before,lotsa photos to be shared right?

Ready?

Here you go.

Note:There are a lot of my photos.

So if you don't like it,feel free to skip this post then.

Being caught on a camera.

Its a day out shopping with girlfriends.

They were there during my first hair show in my life.

Giving me the support which I have never expected.

I am touched deep inside my heart.

Its a new change for me with the color.

I am giving myself something different upon reaching 21.

Retarded me.

Celebrating friend's birthday.

I don't have all the photos with me yet.

So these are the fews that I could blog with.

Day out to beach for BBQ with churchmates.

Its was a sunny evening & with my fav maxi dress.

Having lotsa fun and laughter with them.

Besides,they put an early birthday celebration for me.

A surprise indeed!

Lovely churhmates.

We were having gathering at the Bak Kut Teh,Pellita area.

Food are nice.

We all had the tired look.

Cuz its after school.

Just recently,the church camp.

It could be the last camp that I had in four years of uni life.

I cried during the sharing session.

Yes,I am reluctant to let go the memories that I had.
I love them cause we are a BIG family.

Each one has their own characteristics.

Unique at the same time cute.

I would say too many photos

until I couldn't blog one by one.

I have many faces.

Naughty,funny,crazy,quiet,emotional.

I wish I could be pretty all the time as well.

But when the real emotions blend in,

do I still manage to be pretty?

Guess not.

So that is the real me.

A girl with no make up,very real one.

Till then.

I still have photos.

Maybe next post.

N/A

2010-10-09T01:48:00.003+08:00

Lacking.Of.Inspiration.

Need.Help.

Confused.

Be.Back.Soon.

Learning.To.Love.Myself.More.

Heavenly Notes

2010-10-06T06:39:00.004+08:00

Will I be able to hear from you again one day?

You have disappeared,not a single trace of you could be found.

Wherever you are,just hope that you are doing fine.

You have uncovered yourself and I have discovered you.

Your young heart has been locked up.

Its beautiful and charming.

I am amazed.

I wish I have the key to open it up again.

And love you all over again.

Moments passed,memories stayed forever in my heart.

I like how I add new chapters into my memories book.

I would wish the story would go on again.

But it stopped beautifully.

I would wish I could write the story one day.

I wish to be the writer.

A new try

2010-09-29T08:32:00.004+08:00

That is the before and after photo of Little Miss J.

Wanted to blog about the event but I have to much photos scattering around.

It takes time for me to collect them back.

Its her first time dying her hair into ash brown colour.fyi,she never dye her hair before.

Its a new try and she is assuming that this is a good change for turning 21.

Am living with the hair colour now.

Kinda not use to it at first cause it caught attention.maybe its a great change on me.

But now,I am slowly loving my hair colour.

I am calling myself a Japanese Doll.

Am on the journey on improving myself.

I mean who doesn't want to be pretty?

So let's be pretty together <3

I love keeping sweet memories and the amount is growing.

Am loving the warmth and everything.

But one day if it overflows,I will try to erase some away,the unnecessary one.

Hey,girl~

2010-09-27T14:30:00.002+08:00

I was in the school lab at this moment.Life has been busy and I also deleted my previous pre typed post.I dont know what to write,what to say these days.So much struggling moments which I don't think I can take them easily.Mind is blank.

When people grew up,they tend to change.Including me.
Last night they threw me a suprise birthday party,I was surprised.
At the same time,I just noticed I am getting older.As in turning into a real adult this time.
It has been not easy for me.
My mindset is very different from last time.
For everything that I have done or said,I can't think twice anymore.I need to think multiple times and be responsible for myself.
Still confused with the journey ahead of me.
Tired mind,tired soul.

Okay,back to reality again.
Maybe there is something wrong with me?
I want a break.

Fashionista Love-Ep7

2010-09-20T15:06:00.002+08:00

Aloha readers,

I am back from long hiatus.

Coming back with my favourites.

My mad loves.

The maxi dress

p/s:Photos credit to Lookbook.

#1. Simple black maxi

#2.Grey maxi

I got exactly the same piece too~

#3. Purple stripe maxi from H&M

I am a purple lover.

Purple + White

Candy colour.

#4.Floral maxi from Zara

I love bohemian style

I wanna try it out someday.

Isn't it a beautiful piece?

#5.Another stripe maxi again.

But this time its black and white.

And that's me in a maxi dress =)

I need to be skinnier.

Bought this floral dress/long top online a few weeks ago.

A pre loved item.

Nice.yes?no?

Till then.

With Love,

Little Miss J

4 = Loves

2010-09-12T00:11:00.004+08:00

Shopping stuff at the early of the September.

Greyish colour jeans.Thanks to David the fashion stylist cum advisor.
Acid wash jeans.Finally!!
Two singlets which the colours are nice and easy to match.SUPER cheap and comes with quality.
Yoghurt.My all time favourite.yummy yummy <3

Yours truly,

Lil Miss J

Hectic One~

2010-09-09T11:29:00.003+08:00

Yes,it has been a hectic week for me.

But P-R-O-C-R-A-S-T-I-N-A-T-I-I-O-N mode is always there.

Works are piling up.

So far,I have submitted 2 assignments.

I am not sure how have I been doing.

*cross fingers*

I guess you would have figure out that I am here to pour out my feelings again.

The feelings is unknown.

I wanna a GetAway..Far far away.

Bali would be a great destination.And so with Maldives.

Perhaps,Bangkok/Taiwan would be nice too.

Have been gaining weight.And I don't know how to lose those fats from me.

Nothing much to say here.As I am tired..

I wish my friends are doing well in everything.

Nothing much to say.

Basically I am just here for the sake of updating the blog.

Till then.

Newly Bought

2010-09-03T11:54:00.001+08:00

Hello readers,

how's life so far?

We are entering the month of September.

Its a good month for me

even though its going to be a busy month,

cause I am a September baby.

Yay!

Nope he is not my newly bought item.

Its just a recent photo of me & him.

Quarrelling moments were over.

Tolerance.Understanding.

Vitamins for a relationship.

Journey of L-O-V-E.

Loreal Sunblock + Maybelline Volum Express Mascara

Not really expensive products

as I am a budget buyer.

Gonna try'em on soon.

(Ignore my nail,forgot to remove

the remaining torn off nail colour)

3 Bioglo products in a row

from Cosway.

From Left:

Goats Milk Conditioner

Brightening Body Lotion

Hair Fortifying Shampoo

I bought it a long time ago.

Hand Lotion from Daiso

Its super cheap

but nice

maybe because of the Q10 content?

Gonna do some research about it.

Wish I could do some reviews on the products

that I have bought in future.

Hope that I will keep my promises, dear readers.

If you happened to purchase the same products as mine,

feel free to share with me your experience using them too.

Important dates for September:

9/9 Vampire Diaries SE.2

13/9 Gossip Girl SE.4

18/9 Curtin Open Day(Hair Show)

21/9 Curtin Career Fair

30/9 My 21st birthday

Exciting month right?

=Till then=

A lil note:

Am happy that I actually starting to have some random readers who left comments and some silent readers.Many thanks for your visits and comments too.I appreciated them and I am motivated to keep on writing my blog.Hope the readers number could keep on going UP ^^

With love,

Little Miss J

Trying to piece myself back

2010-08-29T17:40:00.007+08:00

I don't know where is my position for the past few days.
I felt so separated.

Especially when the others are better than me and they are getting those favouritism.

Ouch...its hurting....

I sound so jealousy here I know.

I can't tame my heart...

I knew I dreamt big.

I wish to enter the industry where I am under the spotlight of the public,an industry that has something to do with glam and fame.

I wish to enter the industry whereby I can fly on the sky,travel to different kind of places and serving people in a beautiful and polite manner all the time.

Could you get a hint what I always wanted to be?

BUT

There is one major constraint.My height.

I am 153cm if I have not mistaken or max I have is 155cm.

Who would ever consider you, when you don't even have the height.

Unlike appearance,I can do something about my appearance if I don't look good.

Perhaps make up,perhaps plastic surgery.

But with height issue,nothing can be done to increase my height right?

The reality is so cruel that sometimes it doesn't allow you to get a try even once.

What to do..accept the fact and wake up girl!*slap mysef* for being so thick face.

I wish to organize my own fashion show one day and all my models are 150cm to 160cm tall.

I am not kidding.I really wanted to.

I want to give an opportunity to the girls out there who have the same similar height like me to have a chance to step their foot on the runway.

Why the industry always left them/me out?even beauty pageant events too.

Its is so unfair.hmmph...

Basically the above are my personal opinions.

I do not mean to attack anyone.

I have rights to pour out my mind here right?

=Till then=In piecing myself back mode.

Current Fav Playlist:

All Time Low - The Wanted
Vanilla Twilight - Owl City
The Saltwater Room - Owl City
What You Waiting For - Mizz Nina feat.Colby
Teenage Dream - Katy Perry
Only One - Alex Band
玩爱之徒 - Jolin Tsai
Round & Round - Selena Gomez & The Scene
坏了 - 张芸京
Whataya want from Me - Adam Lambert

Here and There

2010-08-24T23:31:00.006+08:00

The birthday girl is the first one from right.

Jacqueline Ting Ai Ling

Happy 21st to you <3

Had a great night partying with the church friends.

Its funny to look at the guys turn reddish after 1-2 cups of vodka.

__________________________________

I can feel that we are on the edge of the cliff.

Two person with two different perspectives.

Heart and Mind still searching the love the exist between us initially.

After today things will be different.

I will be stronger,tougher.

Will learn to hold back my tears more.

__________________________________

Five years from now where I will be?

I look forward to future and at the same time afraid about it.

Many don't knowS.

xoxo

Little Miss J

I don't deserve all this

2010-08-23T23:42:00.005+08:00

She always believes in love.The kind of love which is sweet and romantic.

But as she slowly learnt,she knew that she really doesn't deserve all this.

This could be because she is a shallow thinking girl and she not practical enough.

Deep inside her heart there is always part of her wanted to be pampered like a princess.

But she knew its impossible and each and every time she would swallow the dream to wake up.

Every time she broke down and cry...she hates myself.

Cause she doesn't mean to use her tears as weapon.

She blames myself.

She knows he is having a bad day because of her and she felt sorry for him.

Cause she is the volcano.And its just unfortunately he settled down on this volcano.

She is an active volcano.

Important days mean nothing that is what he taught her.

From today onwards,she would be someone and not her true self.

She wished that she is a wood puppet because puppet is submissive and has no feelings.

No anger,no hatred,and no crying which is practical.

She doesn't ask for much compare to other girls.

But maybe what she should do is never ask again.

Accept only whatever he gives and even he doesn't, don't ask.

Greed,selfish are those words she used to describe herself.

She is wrong since from the beginning.Never has done a good thing.

He has completed all his responsibility.

Its all her fault.

The road is nowhere to be gone.

How far it is?

=Adapted from a volcano's heart=

Issue #1

2010-08-23T08:20:00.002+08:00

I need to start monitoring my weight.

Guess what 3+kg is still my ideal weight.yes?no?

And yes,today is the day.No more dragging.

Be a real girl please-----> to myself

Fashionista Love-Ep6

2010-08-22T15:32:00.007+08:00

I love FTV.FTV actually stands for fashiontv fyi.

So this is where I spent my free time.

Watching the runway show.

These three chosen video clips below are :

TOKYO GIRLS COLLECTION SPRING/SUMMER 2010 THE 10TH ANNIVERSARY

I dont know how up to date it is...but....

Hope you enjoy watching~Especially girls~ ^ ^

First part

Second part

Third part

And I do heart 'em

2010-08-21T21:46:00.020+08:00

Should have blogged about this early of the semester.

But you know human just tend to procrastinate---> Me.

Some more I just got all the photos few days ago.

Did some editing to the photos.Playing with photoscape again.

Instead of having 3 house mates,now only left 2.

Two moved out,one moved in.

Well,I still having great time living with them under one roof.

The new member is a girl from KK.

I would describe her as Fun,Loving,Outgoing,Helpful,Cute....

Photo taken by our friend,Bo.

A night at KFC during a friend's birthday celebration.

Front row from left:Mei Mei,Jamie(new house mate)

A random afternoon we spent in Pizza Hut

Somehow we become the background of the dining set.haha.

To me,this pic is still artistic in some way.

Camwhoring.

Alright I had to admit that my polka dots blouse somehow

blended well with the moo moo cow car seat cover.. xD

Girls in action.

We were all got caught by camera in an unaware condition.

Funny isn't it?

A random night at Startbucks.

Us having fun playing with wedding photoshoot pose.

Thanks for the caring moments.
I heart the girls talk we have.

Thanks for willing to embrace each other's weaknesses.

Give thanks to God for two of you being my lovely house mates.

Happy Birthday

2010-08-16T21:37:00.005+08:00

This post is especially dedicated to

Ms.Sharon

Happy Birthday 21st to you,Girl~

After years,glad that I had the chance to

celebrate your birthday in advance

together with other friends.

Stay gorgeous always

Fashionista Love-Ep5

2010-08-16T08:58:00.011+08:00

Resuming the Fashionista Love Eps.

This time I am coming back with the looks I have collected from Lookbook again.

The chosen one of course are my likes.

I would say simplicity is nice too~

My Likes: The lacey top,wedges

This is what I called simplicity.

Blacknism.My most favourite among all.

I like everything on her.

The colour is nice.Agree?

I wonder is it olive green or what actually the colour is?

Can someone tell me?

And a simple white top I would say is a must item in your wardrobe.

Got it?

p/s: Source from Lookbook.

Stay tune for the next one.

Take it off

2010-08-06T17:34:00.003+08:00

She is currently busy with

studies
trying to make herself to have more social life instead of isolating herself
series marathon with The Vampire Diaries and Pretty Little Liars
working out
making her life more interesting
trying hard to be a good good girl
time management
waiting for GG Season 4
etc etc

She is missing out on the Fashionista Love Eps.

Will come back soon.

-xoxo-

Little Miss J

感触

2010-08-01T20:42:00.002+08:00

对于现实，对于梦想。。我都有深深的感触。。

明天开始我就来到最后一个学期。。

现实与梦想，这两个永远划不上等号。

该如何取舍，真叫人难过。。

许多女孩都选择了现实。

因为那是一条捷径。

现实让她们在短时间内得到她们想要的东西。

而我呢？

我不是现实的人。我不要做个现实的女孩。

我是不是很傻？

有时候我不知道自己哪来的傻劲。。

前面未知的路

我唯有懵懵懂懂的前进

我希望我不需要在现实与梦想中做一个抉择。

愿神带领我。

牵住我的手。

Kampung Girls in Big City Pt.2

2010-07-27T11:11:00.010+08:00

At night,we just walked on the Bukit Bintang Walkway.

It was so happening.

Guess what we saw?

STREET ARTIST!!

Very Punky right?and he held a scorpion on his hand.

I guess that is his pet.I didn't dare to go near him like

the guy in the photo.He is so daring.

Silver man.You need to pay RM2 to get a photo with them.

They are really friendly and we did pay RM2 to do that.

I think it worths cause I am really amazed by their effort in

dressing up themselves with glittering paint.

I think its really harsh to their skin.

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

Not much of special food we tried in KL.Too busy indulged ourselves in

shopping spree but not eating spree.But this particular dining place is really nice.

The Spaghetti Farm.No service charge for food.

Service ambience is good.

Nice one.My tomato and beef spaghetti.The serving portion is huge and it comes

with a big bowl of soup.

Maybe from the photo u can't jugde how big it is.

Fyi,the bowl is deep.

I like it cause its simple and taste good to me.The price is affordable too.

Location:Lot 49-50,LG Floor,Mid Valley Megamall.

Especially recommended to East Malaysians cause I am sure

West Malaysians are familiar with it.

So do check out their menu,if you happen to be in Mid Valley.

No need to say,Jln Alor is a must visit place in Bukit Bintang.

People mountain,people sea.Why?All food.Cheap local delicacies.

Went to school today and saw lotsa lotsa new faces.

How come I never see them before.

I started to feel what the seniors have experienced before.

My friends circle started to get smaller.

Finally,I MISS my Englishman.He is leaving me for ten days.

Let's see how tomorrow is :p

柴米油盐酱醋茶

2010-07-23T09:18:00.004+08:00

好爱这首歌，也很喜欢力宏

柴米油盐酱醋茶
简单温馨的幸福
拨动内心最深处的感动
我想要的幸福不过就是如此
有了你什么都不差

Kampung Girls in Big City Pt.1(edited)

2010-07-22T10:43:00.017+08:00

Before this,I cut my hair again.This time it costed me RM5 only.

It is a 5D4N trip.Basically,its a shopping trip.

Not much pictures as we are not going to sightseeing.

Behind us is the LV building.

One of my fav pic.

This is in front of the Pavilion fountain.It changes colours.

It just happened that there was a National Geographic Exhibition in one shopping mall.

And there were props with different theme setting.

So we took time to take photo with'em.

The above is a beautiful sunset in SA jungle.

With the camel

In the jungle.I think the trees are called "bread trees"in mandarin.

I think its just recently the KTM provide this kind of service to female.

I think its really ideal and makes female feel safe and comfortable when taking

the KTM.But one thing I dont understand is that some guys still enter the coach

and ended up the being called out from the coach by the policeman.

I bet those guys sendiri cari masalah.

The sign is so big and impossible they couldnt

see it.

Do you see Zara?Its on sale.Too bad I don't have enough cash

but I manage to buy one the first Zara shirt in my life.

Besides,the street is always full of people

and taxi.This holiday there are many angmos in Bukit Bintang.

I think they are also having summer holiday like me.

As we all know can can hat is one of the trendy items in this season.

This hat is not mine but my housemate one.I chose this for her.

Now I am a bit regret for not buying one.

Its cheaper compare to the one I found in Miri.

On the flight on the way back.Kinda reluctant.

Until today I would still recall back the trip and the feeling of staying in a big city and being treated as tourist.The city is so lively.

Next time when I go back,I want to go back with my love one.[Dear,you hear me?]

Note:I just love travelling.

p/s:There will be pt.2 so stay tune.Its hard to upload photos to Blogger nowadays.

Ding Dong!!

2010-07-21T10:49:00.008+08:00

After a long week of holiday,I am recharged.
The little miss J is coming back to the blog again.
Coming up will be the updates of my trip.
I bought 13 pieces of clothes,3 bags,2 pairs of shoes.
I think the shopping is not enough tho *greedy face*
And I want to thank God for the result.
I officially announced that I can proceed to the next sem.
Got sting by a big black bee on my arm and now its swollen :(

=Till then=

Her Words

2010-07-11T21:30:00.004+08:00

She knows the limit and she knows when to not cross the boundary ---> [thgiew].Its time to stop.
She has found her soul mate but now she needs BFFs.
She needs many many lucks in her life.
想做个白皙美人。

Down in the valley.

2010-07-09T18:09:00.002+08:00

SUPER DUPER down today.

Too many regrets.

Sigh Sigh Sigh Sigh.....................

Iamnotfeelingwell.

Things just stucked in my heart.

I don't know how to pour it out.

Anyway,I dragged myself here.

Seems like this blog has become a regular place to pour everything out.

Yeah,you may say this is a blog and everyone sees!

But I don't care.I am living in this world of mine.

I can cheat myself that this blog can actually become a physical.

SIGH........................................................

btw,its not a relationship problem.
I am doing good with my friends,my family,and my boy.

I am "bu suang" with myself only.

Sigh.......

My New Baby

2010-07-08T16:22:00.011+08:00

Yay!I got my new specs finally!!

Just in case if you don't know,in the previous post I had mentioned about the broken specs.

So last night,my mum brought me to the optician to choose a new frame.

I was struggling between this frame(refer to the below pic) and a fancy one which is a red frame and with white colour plus red loves at the side.

In the end,instead of a fancy one I chose the more mature one.

The reason is because I feel that I am a lil too old to go for fancy one.haha.

Me with the specs.This is the real me.I know I don't look good cause I don't have a pair of big eyes.I still prefer to wear contacts actually.But in order to protect my eyes,I choose to wear specs at home.(Ignore my chubby face,gained so much weight within these two months)

Very nerdy right?I am going to be a nerd start from today.^^

The front view

The side view

p/s:This post is specially dedicated to my dear as requested by him too...

With love,

The Lil Miss J

Fashionista Love-Ep4

2010-07-07T11:22:00.016+08:00

是的我又来po文了~

韩风、日系风、欧美风、英伦风、街头个性风、甜美名媛风。。

好多风格哦~到底哪一个是你的最爱呢？

最近在wretch里逛。逛到出不来了。。真的好爱。

台湾的部落客们太慷慨了。

一堆堆美到不行的照片都po出来。。

好拉。。回到正题。

放假闲着没事就是上网。无意间找到这一些的穿搭组图：

刚好有七张。

所以我就突发奇想来一篇一周穿搭咯。。

准备好了吗？

星期一：大花朵的白色T恤+格纹短裤+格纹绅士帽+流苏包

打造个性夏日风

星期二：甜美女孩风。里面的单品都是我喜欢的。

尤其是那一双

粉红色蝴蝶结的鞋和千层粉红雪纺纱上衣。

整个好浪漫哦。。。

本人其实有一点粉红控。

星期三：紫色连身裙+宝石项链+紫色宝石凉鞋

爱紫色的女孩们看到这些单品会尖叫吧~

偷偷告诉你我是其中一个。*窃笑*

星期四：这一套个人认为很浪漫韩国风。

而且还都是桃红色。

这一套我只偏爱那一件白色飘飘袖雪纺上衣。

星期五：宝石项链，很百搭哦~

也能点缀单调的灰色连身裙

还有铆钉短靴

我喜欢的是那红色条纹海军风链带包

星期六：Party Night。

这一套就比较个性甜美风。我喜欢那黑色彭纱裙

搭配简单的白色上衣的感觉

星期日：公主袖花朵上衣很能修饰手臂。

加上白色蛋糕裙整个很浪漫。

流苏短靴可以中和那太过甜美的味道。

看完了七天的穿搭。我最喜欢星期二、三、和六的。

不知你呢？

今天就到这边吧~

下次见~

看图说心情故事

2010-07-05T19:36:00.012+08:00

我的近照

现在放假中

除了吃就是睡

脸圆了对吧？

前面的头发

是妈妈亲手帮我修的

猜猜是什么？

黑白相间

往下看吧。。

最近我很爱的一件。。

婆婆从澳洲千辛万苦带回来的。

多亏我堂姐的帮忙

才能在秋/冬季的季节买到夏天的连身裙

手工很精致

Nie 堂姐，你的品味好好哦~

六月摄。大弟照相机镜里的我们。

适逢达雅节和世足和大弟的来访

当晚就一起喝杯茶

顺便感受一下那热闹的夜生活

伴随了我六年的读书岁月

今天的一不小心

就把脆弱的它断成两半

你问我心痛吗？

我说旧的不去新的不来。哈哈。

其实还是对它有感情的

对于接下来谁该取代它我还是毫无头绪

毕竟习惯它的存在了。。

回家后发现这只小熊静静的坐在桌上

它应该有七岁了吧。。

为什么会这么说呢？

原因是这应该是我14岁的生日礼物

它毛茸茸的。可爱。

Out of the Blue

2010-07-03T20:25:00.005+08:00

Second post for today.The first post actually is a rewrite version.I just don't know what happen to the pictures that I have uploaded.Guess it should be something wrong with the HTML code.Lazy to figure out the main reasons behind it and thus I chose to rewrite it again.

Its July already.Ain't it fast?When I just stepped into the first day of the month,friends around me were in the middle facing some personal problems which I feel sorry for them when I heard about the news.I would not dare to say these problems will not come to me one day,even if it is not these problems,there will always be others.So I keep reminding myself to get ready to face the roller coaster like life.

Last night I was on the phone with my boy after I came back from a small classmates gathering.I have so much to tell him and ended up I talked on the phone nonstop for like 17mins and him watching World Cup at the same time.He didn't make much response but I feel better after I poured out all my thoughts to him.Its funny that my classmates thought he is a doctor.Oh well..haha.Going overseas to study has always been my dream but too bad the family condition didn't allow me to do so and blame myself for not studying hard to grab any opportunity to go study overseas.Sometimes,I do envy my classmates for most of them went to England to further their studies after Form 5.

Sigh.

Out of all these,my boy gave me a conclusion.Your mc is probably coming soon.So your mood swing.

Fashionista Love-Ep3

2010-07-03T13:41:00.013+08:00

*Edited version

Clogs-whether you like it or not,it is becoming fashionable again.We have caught a glimpse of clogs on the runway of Chanel Spring/Summer 2010.Also,Alexa Chung the fashion model,was featured on Vogue mag wearing a pair of clogs.

Fury clogs from Miu Miu

Many of you may ask how to wear it?

via Lookbook

Clogs can go with casual dress,ankle socks,over-knee socks,or even boyfriend jeans.Do not wear too much accessories on yourself.You may choose to carry a bag which comes in vibrant colors to spice up your look.

Would you want to buy one?

Well,some people may look at it as an ugly and not wearable fashion item.

Personally,I may give it a try.

Have been eyeing a pair and the material used is quite comfy despite the price is a lil bit high.

I suggest you could get yourself a pair to add into your wardrobe collection,not necessary an expensive one =）

p/s:I may not be skilful at writing fashion post.But i hope it is informative for you all.

Sharing is CaRiNg

2010-06-30T10:38:00.009+08:00

The fat bulging thighs and legs have been a major problem to me because I have pear shape body figure.

Most of the time I would prefer to wear dress rather than jeans or short pants.

[One piece dress is my best friend]

Short pants is the last thing that I would want to wear because it exposes my legs weaknesses so much.I hardly buy short pants and I actually envy those girls who can wear short pants.

Here's a little tip which I find useful to shape up our legs especially girls.

So~Let's workout to have a pair of beautiful legs!

Or if you have a better tips to share,feel free to drop a comment =)

A Replay

2010-06-26T16:50:00.027+08:00

Its almost the end of June.

As July approached,we are marching towards the second half of 2010.

So far..have u achieved what u have planned at the beginning of the year 2010?

I would say there are always ups and downs.

But I am glad that God has led me pass through it safely.

As mentioned in the title,this is a replay.A replay of my first half year 2010.

Actually just some of my fav photos.

First,attended a wedding,the couple both of them are my best friends.

Having fun after the wedding dinner

A friend of him took this pic for us

Second,the award ceremony.I was really surprised when I received the phone call for the invitation to the ceremony.At first I even thought that it was a prank.haha.

Still,I want to say:Glory Be to God.

Third,Curtin Prom Night 2010.This time all my housemates went.Food was great and so with the performance too.I would say I enjoyed it.

Gorgeous right?

Me and my man again.Thanks for all the acceptance,love,tolerance that you have given.Even though there were some quarrelling moment but I am touched that we would make through it.ILY.

Us reluctant to undress and remove our makeup.So busy camwhoring at home.

Fourth, Sunday.

An usual Sunday where I will have laksa for my breakfast with my bf's family and church members.

Fifth,attended my cousin's Dip.graduation today.

I am glad that we were there to support her.She came back all the way from Kuching just to attend her graduation ceremony.Nie,wish you were here too~

Cheers!For everything and more to come........

I just found out I am a hairband girl.Yes,I love hairband.

That's all for this post.

Tomorrow I will get to see my beloved grandma and taste her homecook chicken soup which I have been missing so long.

Fashionista Love-Ep2

2010-06-25T14:30:00.016+08:00

Welcome back.Here are some of the personal picks of the week.

Hope you like them.

This time the I tried posting the pics in larger size to have a clearer view.

Nicer also.yes?no?

Which look is your favourite?

*Style 1

H&M hat,Zara floral top,Forever 21 skirt.

All goes well together.

Highlight:All are my fav brands.Something I will try in future.

source:Lookbook

*Style 2

Highlight:Boyfriend jeans ~I want

Source:A.irkorea

*Style 3

Highlight:Love the Jeffrey Campbell shoes on her feet

Source:chitopia

*Style 4

Highlight:Leopard print tank top+Harlem pants+studded heels.I like.

Source:Lookbook

*Style 5

Highlight:Sweet.Floral top and peplum skirt both are must have items in your wardrobe.

Source:Lookbook

I am inspired and obsessed once again.

Are you?

p/s:Next post I will come up with shoes if possible.Stay tune.

Just Random facts

2010-06-24T23:44:00.007+08:00

Warning:Its going to be a boring post anyway,with words only.Oh well,if u r interested in reading them,feel free to do so.If not,you may skip my post today.hiak hiak.

Yeppy!I am back in my lovely dovey nest in Sibu.Everywhere is about food.Basically the cafes are springing up like mushroom after the rain.These cafes are not coffee shops,all of them are.....err...how to decribe them...hmm...just the type of cafes with very nice ambience.I think you get what I mean.But I am not sure if all of them offer good food or not.Guess I can give some of them a try during this holiday.Btw,we got Secret Recipe surprisingly.So,tourists who come visiting Miri,dont get surprise if we drive u around for food all the time.Basically,that is the entertainment we have got in this lil town,that is eat eat eat.Other than that,no more ady.Agree everyone?haha.
Just found out that the aftermath of stress is...*drum roll*.......WEIGHT GAIN.Yes,I have gained 2kg during this exam period.My body is swollen like a balloon.Needless to say,my face is the most obvious one.Hate that kind of feeling.My boy told me that is the max that I can go.Is he hinting me to go on diet?Idk.But I dont really wanna to go on diet especially when there so many happenings coming up in July.Tell me how can I go on diet when all these related to food.gah....Nah..put diet the later one first.
Talking about July,here's some of the important dates on my schedule: 10th July (friend's wedding reception and lunch),this is going to be the third wedding reception cause since last year Dec until now I have attended 2 dy and all are my friends' wedding.13th(5 days KL shopping trip),14th(result release day).....and at the end of July(meet up with my couzie) she is back from Aussie,havent see her for ages dy.
I wish/wanted to do some changes to my blog skin and I know its time consuming.Coming back to feed my blog post everyday as possible as I can.Let's see if I can keep the promise and I have the persistency or not.Not forgetting that I want/wish/hope to be an event organizer for some events that I am interested.I got the idea but just that I dont know if I can do it.I am a newbie.
Pray hard for my result,for the event that I am wishing for,pray for my holiday so that I have a fruitful one.Back to the beginning,all have to depend on God's planning.So I submit my planning to God.Hope my plan is going according to His will or He has a better plan for me?who knows..=)

I think 5 random facts should be enough dy.Never type such a long post before.I dont want to sound err..should I say "chang qi"or "loso"?..whatever it is.I am going to end this post with a good night.Tomorrow is indeed a new day again.

Currently playing: Song from a secret garden(sad one tho)

守护者

2010-06-21T11:36:00.005+08:00

请当我的守护者把我抱着

你是我的守护者珍惜着我

我们是守护者让爱复活

守护者

=神木与瞳=

p/s :miss the warmth in his hug

Awww~ Jealous*

2010-06-15T15:33:00.004+08:00

Nice song and the most important thing is ..

The whole mv is full of HANDSOME and PRETTIES~

awww!!!

Hope you guys like it~

p/s:Just realized its the second post for today.I am hardworking right?xD

今日灵修分享

2010-06-15T08:19:00.003+08:00

“因下大雨，就都战兢。”（拉19章9节）

　　少有人欢迎雨。雨使人扫兴；雨使路泥泞。雨阻拦你的买卖；雨破坏你的计划。雨添愁烦；雨生无聊。雨决不是你的良朋。
　　可是请你记得雨后美丽的虹，雨后清洁的空气，雨后嵌钻石的花草，雨后带朝气的雀鸟。植物因雨的滋润长发；自然因雨的洗涤妩媚。没有雨，你决不可能有这般享受。
　　许多神的儿女，今天正怨神管教的杖，象雨点般打下来，使你难受；神拦阻的手，好像雨一般，使你不得不中止你的计划；试炼好像雨一般淋你；孤单好像雨一般添你无聊。
　　可是请你记得，神所安排的雨，都是带着祝福的。神的目的绝非喜欢你受苦，乃是要你得祝福。雨后，你干枯的心田才得滋润；雨后，你萎缩的生命才会长发；雨后，你才能结果；雨后，你才能圣洁。

摘自荒漠甘泉

Exam Symptoms

2010-06-08T13:49:00.009+08:00

Study.study.study.study is the only word that crawls over my mind now.

No one likes it I know.Neither do I.

Exam period is also my VERY unhealthy period.

Besides studying and eating,I hardly moved my ass away from the chair.

Blood circulation is weak and fat is stored.Suffered from obesity.

The moment I declared myself a break from my study is my most enjoyable period.

This explained why I am here now.Taking a short break.

My Fashionistas Love Eps has to put on hold first.I hate it but no choice.

Even though I get no response so far but never mind.

I still have the passion to share.*wink wink*

All the best to all Curtinians at this moment.In God nothing is impossible.

hadlotsafunwiththemonasunnySundayevening

Fashionista Love-Ep1

2010-05-29T22:18:00.010+08:00

I decided to start Fashionista Love Episodes.It will be updated on weekly basis.

These are some of the looks I have collected for this week.My personal love too.

My fashion passion is BURNING!*rawr*

*style 1

Feel of vintage dress paired with boots

Source: Lookbook

*style 2

Maxi dress with T shirt material is the trend this season.

Its a no no to wear it plainly.

Accidentally u might end up look like wearing pyjamas.

Match it with some accessories or leather jacket.

Oh,its just too comfy.

Source: Lookbook

*style 3

It is also floral season.

I love how she matched the floral dress with coffee brown tassel bag.

Source:I ♥ 77

*style 4

Simple and yet stylish.The marine blue heels is so outstanding.

This is my most hype style among these four.

Source:I ♥ 77

They inspired me.I am sure the chosen style of mine could inspire you too*wink wink*

Admire them for their inspirational styles lit up the dull life again.

My KL trip which I have been anticipating so long is coming soon and definitely that is a chance for me to catch up with the latest trend.

I am not good at writing the style description.Will work hard on it.*promising look*

p/s:

♥ I got myself a pair of Gucci inspired boots at a stealing price recently.*yay*

♥ I want Olympus PEN E-PL1

♥ I heart the romance he has given me.*big wet kiss*

Welcome to leave me a comment on which one is your most favourite style if you would love too.

Drained out

2010-05-27T22:53:00.002+08:00

An expired abstract:

6 mins to 11pm.

I wanted to blog something but I don't have the motivation to write it here.

Then why I am writing it now?Actually I am forcing myself to be here.

Empty heart,empty mind.

I heard no news since 6pm just now.

I am really tired.I wanted to rest.

When things didn't go well,I found myself in a lost state.No direction.

When things restart,all I need is just the support from you.

I need a soulmate.

Selfish,coward,stupid are really hurtful words.

How to piece back the broken heart....

Questions remain unsolved.

=The end=

2010-05-24T16:10:00.001+08:00

心痛到没办法说话了。。只能让眼泪静静的流。。。。

Right or wrong?

2010-05-18T13:05:00.005+08:00

人的是与非永远说不清。。

我选择笑看人生。。

过去的就让它过去。。

让时间悄悄的把它带走。。

我们没有权利去决定谁可以喜欢或讨厌我们。。

就任他们自己决定。。

Just don't lose your ground ...

细细品味生活中的酸甜苦辣。。

做最快乐的自己。

Where is the Solution?

2010-05-08T00:31:00.002+08:00

Some say love is bitter,some say love is sweet.

My friend is suffering in her relationship.

How to help her?

I feel heart pain to see her suffering....

Prayer seems to be the only way out now.

God owes her an answer.

Take me back

2010-05-06T22:48:00.004+08:00

Tonight, its like finally that I have a little time to pamper myself.

It feels so nice when I can slow down my path and take a short break.

What am I doing now?No need wild guess.Its just simple.

Pluck on my earphone and my fav tunes are playing and I am browsing through fashion sites or blogs.Indeed I enjoy having my private moment.

Today I had my third cardio class.I love sweating to get rid of the toxic in my body.I feel refreshed and recharged.

Just discovered an interesting website,Polyvore.

If you are a fashion lover like me,but having budget constraint,and you want to create different fashion styles everyday.Well,at Polyvore,you get to choose you own fav clothes/dresses and whatsoever,then create your own style of the day.Feel free to play around with it ^^

Signing off soon~I better get myself a nice beauty sleep~

Long time didn't post a photo post.Lack of pictures.I wish to have a photoshoot session tho.

Till then.

Speechless

2010-05-05T18:57:00.002+08:00

I couldn't describe my feeling at this moment..

I feel like everything is a mess..

I am stuck in the middle..

Tired of this life..

Sigh...

My heart and my mind feel so empty..

I feel that I distance myself from the people..

I dont know how to express my words suddenly..

I always feel weak and helpless.

Third year unit isnt easy afterall..

what can i do now?

trying to make my current life more interesting ?

or just accept the fact that my life is like this?

Back to reality,this life has to go on too~

Just telling myself to bear with it...

Currently....

2010-05-01T00:12:00.002+08:00

Am loving my cardio class to the max like MAX~

Am wanting a Coach as in Coach BAGGIE~

Am wanting to slim down like SERIOUSLY~

Am wanting private time between me and you as in US~

Am hoping that everything will go smooth for this sem as in RESULTS~

Am loving/wanting/hoping lists go on without ending~

When I can stop having all these desires?

2010-04-22T15:29:00.000+08:00

No more bake biscuits Little J!!Your are overheated!!!

三行情书

2010-04-21T21:46:00.002+08:00

今天

你抱着我说你很感动

原来是一碗我煮的快熟面

The Little Miss J

The lost soul

QnA : 2012

Merry Christmas

His Abundance Blessings

Answer

爱与生命

做功课

实力，梦想， 漫长的路

Inspirational visual : Trendsetter

我不是千金小姐

Busy like a beee-eee

Runway perhaps

分享

blindfold

冷漠

回头·

beauty/fashionholic

Stop and stare

Another randomness of her

似乎

Long Time No See

Miss me not?

久违了

Its Bunny Year

该怎么走？

Its classic!

Cat Woman

Big city is where the dream lies~

2010-2011 de 日子

不舍

Its a COMPETITIVE world =(

1 / 340 = 0.00294117647

Hair Issue

Fashionista Love-Ep10

Hello December!

给阿爸天父的信

Nov Notification

心语

No-vem-ber 十。一。

Limelight

New Blood in the Wardrobe

Fashionista Love-Ep9

Flip over the page

The girls' dream

Fashionista Love-Ep8

My Outfit

The little Miss J in Oct

Derek Redmond

如果你也听说

无言的傻瓜

流眼泪的傻瓜

Health is wealth

And the story goes on....

N/A

Heavenly Notes

A new try

Hey,girl~

Fashionista Love-Ep7

4 = Loves

Hectic One~

Newly Bought

Trying to piece myself back

Here and There

I don't deserve all this

Issue #1

Fashionista Love-Ep6

And I do heart 'em

Happy Birthday

Fashionista Love-Ep5

Take it off

感触

Kampung Girls in Big City Pt.2

柴米油盐酱醋茶

Kampung Girls in Big City Pt.1(edited)

Ding Dong!!

Her Words

Down in the valley.

My New Baby

Fashionista Love-Ep4

实力，梦想，漫长的路